Hey look..another (possibly futile) attempt to revive this blog :D Updated the template to something more old school again..felt a little bad cuz CJ put in lots of effort on my old one..but i guess with a new bloggy template could help me move on (although i highly doubt it)
So for those of you who still bother to check my blog (well done you), you'll probably know i only come back to blogging when im feeling down..well this time is not much different i guess...but not too bad either
So attachment ended for me...2 months was fun...kept me busy for that period and actually made me very happy. I got to work at a student care centre and as usual, when im with kids i feel safest. Because Kids can be very frank and straight forward, If they like you they do..if not they wont even bother...and that's what makes me happy...it doesn't matter to me whether those F&*%ed teenagers believe in me or likes me or not...most of them are probably scheming jerks and bitches anyway...but kids...they make me feel genuine and appreciated.
During this period of "mourning" (read few post back) I also realized the importance of 4 people in my life...aside from the obvious family and such, 3 friends from secondary school and 2 friends frm poly. They were really important to me and all played some role in helping me survive till today. I guess friends really are what I need, but sometimes deep down i know I still long for something else..
But well..other than that, the remaining of life has been nothing but tragic memories and thinking..thanks to filthy things like religion, pathetic parents and one God-awful jerk of the year. But im still living...thankfully...and hopefully will still live on...
