Phew...feeling damn tired now..got loads to do...first gotta prepare for tmr's role play....next comes the compilation of transcripts and printing...then must edit the role play videos...and finally do the proj for web design...walau eh :(

But still...COUNSELLING IS OVER!!!....and i think i did ok...friends told me i spoke slower and i think i got all the points :D...so that can throw behind me liao!

Well..nthing else happened much after that...same old...same old :P

But now im pulling my hair out becuz of the video editting...making me cry...all the video editting programs are horrendous :(...rawr!

Well...tmr's the last day of the week...finally...cant wait for the weekends :D

PHEW....wad a tiring day

Well...at least something to blog abbt today :D

sociology exam went well though...should have avoided a fail...maybe a B...but who cares...its over!! :D...but after that i was slightly pissed off by some arrogant person that i cant stand and is pushing my buttons to no end...im exercising alot of patience that im not known for :(...but still...not gonna let it get me down...but in case that particular person might be reading...dun harm those close to me or i'll personally make you pay.

but on the brighter side...had a huge amt of fun today...after the exam...CJ showed us a "ghost" video that made us laugh like anything!!...Then we were practicing for the performance and we were so happy together :D...i love the class :D...then we were dressing up our 2 models for the recycled costume competition...they look great lor...super impressed with wad the girls (and i think some guys) came up with all the recycled materials...then had to leave earlier cuz there was some pledge taking thingy that i was unhappily involved in :P...so had funny arguements with the other unfortunate souls whether we should escape or not :P...

then the celebration started and it was loads of fun...there were loads of screaming frm the girls and the sound was tremendous...im poor eardrums :(...even QC said that our class probably made the number 1 public enemy..haha...then the whole class went on stage to sing "im yours"...such a great experience for memory and bonding...especially since alot of us were stressed..this was perfect to release the stress :D...but the best part was that we won for the recycling competition...haha...after going back to our class we opened and found so many packets of drinks...coffee...tea...haha...hearing jocelyn and jim complain was funny :x

well...finally got the chance to have such a good time..tmr is counselling ICA...better start talking ssssllllloooooowwwwwllllyyyyy!!!

Tmr is the sociology exam!!!

At first wasn't that stress one...but then after going to school and seeing all the others studying and slogging like ***s...i now feel the stress...but not frm the exam itself..but more from the "peer pressure" :(...i know...it sounds weird..but i dunno...everytime i see one of them studying...i feel so pressured to do the same...but then i question why i study

Its like...are we really studying for ourselves?...many will immediately say yes becuz they want the results...but thinking again...do we really REALLY remember wad we study in years to come...do we rmb the math formula's we learnt in school?...i doubt so...at least not all...so does it all not boil down to one simple fact...we are studying simply for the results...you would say that i learn something frm it..but no..learning only occurs if there is a permanant change in your lifestyle!...if we forget something we learnt..then its not learning...so we study for the results whether we like it or not...we're engineered into robots that automatically start studying when the exams are near...gain the ability to vomit out all the facts when any other random days we cant even answer in a coherent manner...so wad are we?...we're robot studying for the sake of anything else BUT ourselves :(....sucks to be like this...i wont say im not like this..but im gonna be different!

For this sociology exam..im going to simply skim and scan thru and rely on all the lectures we had previously studies...using the information that i've learnt frm those lectures to take into the exam hall..im not gonna slog like ***s or study like robots...im not gonna draw out elaborate mindmaps or notes...im gonna go into the exam hall and use what have already been implemented in my life to answer the question...cuz things that are implemented in my life are the things that i've LEARNT!...not things that i force myself to remember for an occasion and then forget abt it!

of course...i dun expect an A out of this...or maybe even a pass...i may even fail the exam...if that is the case then i'll whole-heartedly accept the consequences....but at least i'll feel better knowing that i have not become "the beast that society engineered us to be".

GREAT!!!...even as i blog now im having the sociology notes on my lap..IMMA STUDYING!!!

ascribed status...achieved status...mechinacal solidarity...sanctions...and much much more which i already mixed up :(

jeez..and i realised i like to use the word jeez!....jeez :P

anyways...currently watching kumar videos to entertain me..and playing horror games...dunno why i suddenly got a thing for horror games now...well..tmr will be a simple day i guess...but wednesday comes the nightmare...got sociology exam and DIE presentation...I cant act to save my life and the presentation must have role-play :(...hoping the test will go fine...then on thursday got counselling ICA...and im still talking too fast lei :(...like that jocelyn later oso frustrated :x

oh well..guess i just have to hope that all goes well :P...

OH GOSH!!

Exams drawing nearner...next weeks gonna be a nightmare...counselling ICA..presention for DIE and sociology exam..gosh...what a filled week

well..so far..only studies for sociology...skim and scan...thats all T.T

but life's still great...got great people ard me and having fun!

frm the post..you can see that life for me still abit boring :x

Hey hey

haiyo..exam period is here already...now gotta study for sociology...tsk

but still...things are going ok i guess...class still have fun but can kinda see some stress setting in already...and as usual..like in sec sch...not feeling the anxiety..and not sure if i will ever feel it...but different frm sec school..i will actually study this time...as in really study...maybe can get GPA 4.0 :P..nah..jk...a 3.0 kinda enough liao

haiyo...at least the poly exam format is different...not sure if its gonna be difficult or not..but well...we'll see


today was kinda nice...got the cert for the sponsorship thingy...and as usual..lots of laughter with frens...

guess thats it so far...my life seems to be losing the colorful elements already :P...haha

Been awhile again since i last posted...cuz there wasnt much that happen

Just went to a bully free forum and it was quite good...a bit lengthy but quite informative...had an argument with my mum just now :(...and from that i realized something...even though i was taught to apologies if i am at fault...it does not mean the other party is matured enough to accept...i sincerely apologized to her but all i got was more complains frm her and ended up not improving at all...lamo -.-

oh well..not gonna bother too much anyway...as long as i know what i have done is right then thats all i care...but on the brighter side...met ms jie wen and eric and other counsellors frm childrens society...was nice to catch up with all of them...

well...thats about all i guess...boring right? :P

WOOHOO!!!!...im still alive and now super happy!!!

Just came out of the lecture hall...the test was kinda hard lei...but still got "A"...yay!!

Guess the coffee helped..im still feeling alert now...so cooooooll!!!

but the anticipation so high sia...waiting and thinking if i should click the button..then when finally click and see the A sitting there...super happy lor...best part is that those frens ard me all got As and Bs so all are happy :D

YAY!!!...im in school now and i made it without falling asleep.

the super concentrated coffee made me super hyper now..hee hee...most likely will survive through the whole day...yay!...now to worry for the test...but still...had fun :D

Update 3

WHEEE!!...im still functioning!!

match is over and congrats to spain and paul(octopus)

and i just ingested a cup of oil (coffee) and my energon level is at least at minimal functional level...

not sure how long i can last but hope this will keep me for the next day...now playing monopoly deal and planning to go see sunrise later at the reservoir!!

ok..this post even shorter...i need to ration my energon supplies

Update 2

WEEE!!!...its 4.27 and my systems are deteoriating already

The match boring lei....exciting part only got the trips and falls as usual :P...somemore now my optics (eyes) are losing juice...im seeing a bit blur now...but not gonna sleep...:D

gonna be a bad boy and try to stay awake :P...and also still got test...well..at least got study a wee bit :P...hope it helps :D

ok...gonna be a short post..need to conserve my energon :P

oh and i'll be speaking in robot more now :P..so heres translations :P

Optics=eyes
audio receptors=ears/hearing
energon/juice=energy
servos=arms

so far only got those..lemme go find more robot words first :P

Update 1

First Update for my "stay up monday"

Just ate macs and feeling fat again....watched "year one" just now and it was an average show...now watching soccer and im surprised im kinda glues to the screen...but not for the sports...rather the accidents and funny stuffs :P...feeling kinda sleepy a little bit but i think my systems will hold...will use my back up batteries...not planning to recharge anyway :P...

well...time to get back to the game...may update again soon :P

haha....must "au ye"

wee...currently at my frens house..planning to stay up the whole night liao...just went for a swim and now uber tired...was splashing around the pool untill damn out of breath...haha...then kenna wedgie untill swimming trunks got hole...:$
then later planning to watch movie and play games...must survive the whole nite lei...who free come talk talk with me on any channel as long as im on...msn...facebook...if both not on then sms meeeee :D
ANYWAYS...tmr got test still haven study much...then got ethics...scared sleep in jocelyn's class :P...hope not la...maybe might blog later again for an update...
haha..and i still cant get over the new blogskin..super organized...thx CJ :D:D:D:D

New thingys!!

WOOHOO!!!...notice the cool new skin...!!

My awesome fren CJ designed it for me and its much appreciated...thanks a lot for the effort :D..looks great! :D

haha...and today i made a weird accept...my fren invited me to his house for a stay over for the finals for soccer...and i accpeted?!?!?!...dunno why oso...but im definitely not gonna sit there and watch soccer..probably i'll be rolling around the floor or something...but still...kinda a good experience...and they not planning to sleep so if on monday you peepz see me sleeping in class..spare me :D...worse is monday got web design exam lei...jialat...but for the heck of it i think i'll take the risk :P

WEE...probably gonna wake up late tmr to super-charge my batteries for the next night...and thanks again CJ!!!

another meaningful day

Today was such a meaningful day...we went to cheshire home for a visit and it was a great experience
Met this kindly lady who is a resident there and she shared with us alot of things...she is also a winner of a competition and it was really impressive...even though she is physically disabled..she shows so much enthusiasm and happiness that we hardly show...it was great to see her smile when we were talking to her...she even knows how to play monopoly and really likes the game..haha...she asked us to play but due to time constraints..we had to decline :(
This trip really was meaningful and seeing them made me feel like helping and just seeing a smile on their faces...there i know that im in the right course...this profession is definitely the right one for me..to just see them smile.:D
well since i havent updated for quite awhile..heres a run down..past few days have been great...got through 4 presentation in 2 weeks...thank earth :P...smoked through quite a few of them though...test are coming up in week 16 and im kinda still lazing around...thats one thing that haven't changed since secondary school i think :x...been playing games...goofing around with frens and generally just haveing a great time...theres even more...but dun tell you all :P
okie..time to go tackle the chore of making dinner :(..boring la...but the fire is still on and im still here...so buai buai...*rushes off*