well its been ages since the last post..sorriez :P

Anyway...heres the phrase of the post..."if you have nothing good to say...keep quiet :P"

yep seriously...thats the phrase...and my mum love to say that...and now that i think of it...it really is a good phrase...i acknowledge that sometimes we may wanna correct someone for the better...but the way we phrase our sentence could be rude and all...so sometimes we may end up hurting someone more than actually helping him.

alright...so now for updates...holiday life seems to be simple..nothing much been happening...went to jurong bird park...was kinda fun...especially the panorail :P...then of course had some hunting time with frens...my monster hunter just started a new character...now using bow :P...and of course i went to sakura with my family and ate till i was fat!!...damn need to control those food that enter my mouth :(

but the bulk of my holidays was spent thinking of someone ( now before you all start thinking that i got a GF...answer is no) he's just another normal fren but the troubles that seems to plague him are perhaps not so desirable...but most pissing of all are his "friends"...my goodness...i question if these frens really care for him...general story is that he loves someone that probably does not love him back and that hurts him a lot so sometimes he updates his mood on FB...but these "friends" of his only seem to care about WHO he likes rather than consoling him...perhaps i dun know the full story or something...but as it stands...that is a pathetic way to treat your friend and it disgust me that they can be so insensitive...but still...perhaps im intruding in his life...but he really should start to figure out what life really means :(

but with that aside...should not worry so much over things...let life slide...that how i like it...and i could count up at least 5 other people who would say that thats NOT the way to lead life...well then too bad...my life is not yours :P

backs from camp....and i've decided to start something new...from now on...all my post will begin with a saying or phrase...with perhaps my perception on it...so i got things to say :P

So my first saying will be : Listening is love (or the other way around..same same)

learnt this back at the start of poly...first lecture for counselling i think...Jim said this and i found it really goo...why?...becuz we live in a world where solutions are the most impt...myself guilty...and we seem to forget the joy of just being listened to...sometimes we shouldn't be so eager to jump in and give advice...maybe chill and just be a listening ear...that alone can be the solution itself :D

So anyway...im back from camp...the camp was ok..but i really would rather have slept at home...it started quite badly though...the group i was in were losing almost everything...and there was just this feeling inside me that the grp was not motivated...myself also actually :P...but inside me...i...being myself...blamed myself for being a jinx...maybe im weird...but i seem to always end up on the losing team one...so i blamed myself for causing their lose...

but im really surprised...the group on the other hand were so motivated...they continued to try their best and to give it their all...even though it was quite obvious that they we're kinda de-moralized...but they PERSEVERED on...not giving up...wow... and they weren't the type that blamed each other when they lost...nope...they instead let it slide and go on with things...or even laugh about it :D...i felt like i was back in my social science class again...im glad that at least in this world...there are still some who can behave so socially.

then after lunch...we had our team games called 5 stations and things started to improve...we went around having fun and learning together...perfecting our cheer and constantly just laughing...was great...but the real deal came after dinner :D

we had this building game where we had to use scraps to make a tall and stable building...after we're done...ours was the 3rd tallest...but i was quite sure it wasn't stable...our base was kinda like a cube made out of stick...like how you would draw a cube...didn't look really stable...and the part that made our building tall was the long and slim thingy on the top :P...it was so unstable and wasn't even securely fastened...we're thought we were screwed comparing to the other groups tall and majestic building...but lo and behold...we won...as the judges came by to test our towers stability...one by one the other towers fell...except ours...we were cheering like mad monks (inside joke) cuz of our first victory :D...the other groups made a fatal mistake...their top was too thick..so when the judges blew it...the wind was caught in the surface area and it brought the tower down...but for ours...it was so thin that when the judges blew it...the wind simply went around our thin top...amazing!!...even when the judges decided to push on it...it shook..but still stood :D...from this i actually learnt something...even when something look frail and weak...it may not be the case...even if it looks weak on the exterior...the will be properties that will allow him to brave the strongest storms in life...everyone has something strong in them...even if its not on the outside :D:D:D

so after that we were quite high...then we found out that the next main programme ( which happens the next morning) is SHS Idol (SHS=school of health science)...we had to perform as a group displaying at least 2 of 3 items; dance, song, skit...since we were so high at that time...we really brainstorm and came out with the silliest ideas...which we really did use in the end :P...our story was basically santa getting lost and meeting 3 monks (our groups name was 3 monks)...they then had a culture exchange...sounds boring...too bad you did not see us in action...but that night...we ironed the story out and practiced it...we then went to bed probably feeling good about ourselves :D

night was interesting too...i joined a couple of the senior mentors and we went ghost hunting in NYP...shame...did not encounter anything absolute...but did encounter small things that could be dismissed....but it was an interesting night.

the next morning...was breakfast and some really intense morning activities...then it was SHS Idol...among the 5 group...ours was chosen to go last and they made the right choice...they saved the best for last :D we were kinda nervous when it was our turn but when we were at the front...all fear was gone and we gave the best performance we could!!...to awesome results...gonna be hard for me to describe our performance in words but i'll try...there may be a video of it if i can get my hands on it :P

basically it starts of with a nerdy narrator who was prepared to bore the audience, but suddenly changed to become more energetic...not my idea...but i was the narrator and i was "persuaded" to do that :(...but still...i did what i could :P...then it starts of with me narrating about how santa was on his way to deliver presents when his GPS failed...he then went on foot and got lost...he met 3 monks who was apparently meditating and not bothering when he called them...so he got bored and started singing "jingle bells"...and while he sank...the monks slowly started to bob their head to the tune and when he ended...the monk suddenly got up and told him that he is in their territory and should sing their version...this part i really cant describe but this was the best and funniest part...the audience we're laughing like mad and everyone was having fun...then after that the monks gave santa an Iphone 4 with GPS and the story end...sigh...in words like not so funny lei...those who got my facebook you all keep a lookout..if i get the video i'll upload it... :D

but thats not all...WE WON THE SHS IDOL!!!...our hard work paid off...we won becuz of our originality and creativity in our act...and damn was i happy...felt so different when i was in a team that actually won something :D...we didn't win the overall best...but personally...i think SHS idol was the best time for me...and i believe for the rest of them too :D

i realized that our group started off on bad foundations and roads...but it was becuz we never gave up and continued too support each other...we made it and ended the camp with a bang!! it really was a great experience =)

but still...sleeping at home seems more appealing lei..but i guess i would not have had this really long post to write of if i did not go...the camp did me good so i dun regret going :D

well thats all for the past days...tmr going the jurong bird park with my family...go see big and small birds(trying to be stupid here :P) so i guess tmr may be an eventful day...maybe i'll throw my brother into some bird cage or something :P

Tis the season to be jolly...

What a great end of the first half of semester 2 :P...well...even if thats only 2 weeks of holidays....its still a welcoming reprieve...both for us and perhaps our lecturers :D but for me...i still have an accursed camp to go to...damn :(

well anyway...last day of school...everyone seems so jovial and happy :P there were laughs and joy...even if it was during lectures itself :D...then of course...being the social work class we are...we gave a Christmas surprise to an unexpected person...a cleaner who always helps to keep our class clean...she really is an awesome person...coming in the our class...cleaning and sweeping...but always happy and with a smile...so of course...we gave her a surprised complete with gifts and pictures :D...makes we feel so warm and fuzzy inside...now i wonder how i can still be a Grinch :P

Then of course i was hunting with my kor kor...and boy is he getting good at it :P...spent sometime hunting before meeting my other 2 trustees CJ and peggy (my kor kor ted being the 3rd one of course...not ranked) and together we had dinner to celebrate the start of holidays...

damn im mortally afraid of sashimi now...i spammed too much :P...stomach nearly blew...but sakura was such an awesome place...and they have this little sign saying not to waste food...and people will be charged $5 per 100 gram of wasted food...so we realized we had left over so what did we do?...we stuffed food under as much remaining shells and other debris we could to hide the food...peggy was the best...first she managed to stuff so much meat under one of the oyster shells...then she was cutting up pieces of meat while caroling " falis navidad" so innocently...couldn't stop laughing :P...then we got ambitious and devised so many fantastic ways to hide the food...and we got away with it :P...can only wonder how the people will react when they flip over the shell only to find chicken meat in it :D

then after that we walked a short ways to the mrt and Ted entertained us with his impression of a drunk person...boy that really sealed the day of fun for me...Thanks a lot for all the fun things...and i now know that even if i were to feel that no one gives a damn about me...i know that at least the 3 of you cares...and thats enough for me :D

so of course now im at home...tmr gonna have things to do but oh well...for now..im feeling fat and tired :P...but not planning to sleep anytime soon :D

Tired

its 12.47...and imma tired...kinda long day for me...got school...then must wait for 5 HOURS before going for some weird briefing for a camp that is on the first 2 days of HOLIDAYS!!...haiz...thats 2 days wasted...and of course the abundance of things i need to do during the festive seasons...sigh..i really feel like a Grinch this Christmas :P

but then again...cant wait for class outing and those joyous stuff...but those comes after the accursed camp..dammit...

well..nothing much happened today i guess...besides playing truth or dare with frens...OH OH!!...and people these days cannot keep their attention on one things for long...damn irritating sia!!

Commitment...

Sigh...loads of commitment...but mostly to myself...own decisions to study and get reasonable results...make the best out of my life...and a bundle of other things...commitment seems to guide us in life...and maybe it does.

so one more commitment im adding to the list is to update my blog more...after all...CJ did a great job with the skin and i dun wan it to go to waste...and its also good to fill this up so that im not wasting my server space on blogger :P...but also that sometimes...things happen to me that i dun wanna verbally say out...so this shall be the channel :D

so update...playing MHP3rd now and really enjoying...got loads of people to share the joy with and thats all great...only prob is that i fear that i might get addicted to it and not study...hoping not...thats why after the 2 weeks break i'll start studying liao...hope can make it...but still worried

have you all notice that educators are weird...as you advance in school...the things you learn generally get harder and you have to put in more effort to keep up..meaning that your chance of doing not as good as the previous year is higher...i think all educators know that...but when you do not perform as well as last term...they blame you for not putting enough effort or being complacent...its NEVER abt the lessons becoming more complicated...i wouldn't mind if they say i did not put in enough effort...but it pisses me off when they say its complacent...they are making an accusation without proof...as most people do... :(

but oh well...its a new education for me and its time to see if anything has changed...in primary school...i was accused for not putting in enough effort and grades going down...oh and also being complacent...but back then i did not know what it meant :P then in secondary school i changed tack...i did terrible at first and then slowly got better...this time...the reaction was awesome...BUT when i did badly suddenly...again it was the accusations...but then again...this time i was really lazy to study maths :P...so now..in poly...did well for first sem...but the new modules look so awesome-ly difficult...im sure i wont do as well...lets see how my educators will react...

well i guess thats all...now hoping that tomorrow i will be disciplined enough to post again...hope so :P

YAY!!...imma happie kitty again!!...woots

Anyway...all a misunderstanding..all of us are humans after all...no point making a fuss...anyway..imma back to the same old mwe again...and gonna play MH with my bro later :P...and playing gunz with my frens :D...so everything fine again...thanks to my greatest kor kor bear :D:D:D

A long wait later :P

Been so long...and i realized this blog will only be filled if there is something biggie in my life...oh well

Anyway...Monster hunter portable 3rd is out but i still cant play it...damn Sony and their security :(...but still not gonna give up...and schools been ok i guess...things are still interesting but can feel anxiety of exams...Yin luns back frm australia...edwin and alex O lvl are over...so i guess they're having fun :(

Anyway...had an awesome day today playing captains ball and passing balls around with my classmates...been a long time since i last exercised...and also wore the same shirt as my kor kor....earning ourselves some teases...but i guess im used to it already :(...but kor kor wasn't happy...sigh :(

well...my mood totally got ruined with facebook and the insensitive people it houses...totally got me pissed off...the the best part is that he/she doesn't even know he/she made me pissed...and still go on to rub it in....please...go %&*$ yourself :(

but anyway...got into a cold bath to cool myself down and now im back here...the post on FB still pissed me off...maybe thats why im here...

I think its so unfair that girls can be so close to each other and no one else gives a damn...but when you are close with a guy and treat him as a brother then people say you're gay...whats the different between girls and guys...either way...you have someone you trust a lot in your life and these people seem to go all out to ruin it...

So here i state a very firm stance...if you dare to do anything to ruin my friendship and brother-ship...you gonna get it from me...and im holding back my language...but suffice it is to say...i will have nothing to do with anyone who tries to ruin my friendship...