Sigh...loads of commitment...but mostly to myself...own decisions to study and get reasonable results...make the best out of my life...and a bundle of other things...commitment seems to guide us in life...and maybe it does.
so one more commitment im adding to the list is to update my blog more...after all...CJ did a great job with the skin and i dun wan it to go to waste...and its also good to fill this up so that im not wasting my server space on blogger :P...but also that sometimes...things happen to me that i dun wanna verbally say out...so this shall be the channel :D
so update...playing MHP3rd now and really enjoying...got loads of people to share the joy with and thats all great...only prob is that i fear that i might get addicted to it and not study...hoping not...thats why after the 2 weeks break i'll start studying liao...hope can make it...but still worried
have you all notice that educators are weird...as you advance in school...the things you learn generally get harder and you have to put in more effort to keep up..meaning that your chance of doing not as good as the previous year is higher...i think all educators know that...but when you do not perform as well as last term...they blame you for not putting enough effort or being complacent...its NEVER abt the lessons becoming more complicated...i wouldn't mind if they say i did not put in enough effort...but it pisses me off when they say its complacent...they are making an accusation without proof...as most people do... :(
but oh well...its a new education for me and its time to see if anything has changed...in primary school...i was accused for not putting in enough effort and grades going down...oh and also being complacent...but back then i did not know what it meant :P then in secondary school i changed tack...i did terrible at first and then slowly got better...this time...the reaction was awesome...BUT when i did badly suddenly...again it was the accusations...but then again...this time i was really lazy to study maths :P...so now..in poly...did well for first sem...but the new modules look so awesome-ly difficult...im sure i wont do as well...lets see how my educators will react...
well i guess thats all...now hoping that tomorrow i will be disciplined enough to post again...hope so :P
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