sighs...i realized how lousy i am...im losing my social skills...losing my friends...people probably dun like to be around me...maybe thats why sometimes people play games without me...or they go out without inviting me...perhaps im really not nice to be around me.
you know...i realized minecraft is such a great game...you are alone in a world...all yours to build...you can do anything you wan...at most perhaps you could tame a wolf and then that can be your friend...but other than that you're the only human around...its so peaceful..
or perhaps fallout...alone in a desolete world...fighting for survival...meeting people and trying to be friends...or perhaps just shoot them in the back...but at least you're in control of your own life...not another person in control of you...
or maybe Borderlands...yet another desolete world...but with people who wants to be your friends...once again...you are in control...no one else is controling your life
and why not oblivion...a fantasy world...so different from this world we live in...fantasy worlds are so much more beautiful...so much more peaceful...even though there may be evil there...but you can pick up a sword and fight evil..or just settlle down and farm...so much possibilities
sighs...why cant i be in any of those places...anywhere but here...where i have to be obligated to others...where others try to control my life...where i have to always make sure others are happy...and the worst part...i never felt more alone...this world made me feel more alone than any other game...and yet its such a bad thing...cuz i found great people here...found people worth making frens with...but then...there are just ass holes in the world that makes me wanna escape to another place...to live another life...in another world...
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