Love at first sight?

Whoa downright hotness!

Yea so during my attachment i was asked to make videos and as i was going thru all the photos i noticed someone that looked almost exactly like "E"...like an older version of "E". It was amazing..and i immediately fell in like :x

Well can't say i didn't expect it. Nowadays even when i hear "E"s name i will react as well. Or if i hear anything that reminds me of my time with "E". But seeing this new person, i really wish i could met that person. All i have now are little photos here and there but really, seems like such a nice person. This is honestly the first time someone has been able to make me ignore "E" in my mind, and we haven't even met. Imagine if i managed to meet the person..how awesome would that be? :D

But of course...my life sucks and my hopes had to be dashed. Attachment is ending soon and there is no more opportunities to see the person. Ok can i just call that person "E2"..makes it easier for me. So "E2" is from NUS, part of their community service club. "E2" comes by for some events at the SAC. But when i checked the events timetable, NUS CSC was not coming by anymore, at least not when im here. This meant that i got no chance to get to know "E2" :,(

Further more today i went on a stalking spree...find out more abt "E2". I found out that "E2" isnt only a NUS student. "E2" went to sweden for an exchange program in another uni. Also an intern at NVCP. "E2" also graduated from serangoon JC...Smart kid sia :P ARGH the more i think abt "E2" the more i wanna meet "E2" This is so annoying that i can't :( and just like this a potential person goes :( sniffs

But oh well..loyalty still reserved for "E"...at least until someone like "E2" really enters my life...Somemore today there was a student researcher in the office also...another damn hot one :D...my god i realized i changed so much...i've become much more shallow...haha getting attracted by looks so quickly. But i guess how nice the person is still the most important to me...i really just want another person in my life.

Oh well...so i guess for now its still "E" in my head...and probably in there for awhile...anyway attachments ending soon so i guess i'll have a short break before the next lap of my life..NS