GRREEEEEAAAATTTT!!!!...i fucked up again :(
guess it was kinda my fault to post it on FB...now that lost me a fren...what a loser i am...great :(
she did have her reasons for doing such things...maybe i should have kept the disagreement to myself...but i guess i dun even knwo what im doing this days...im a failure...:(
im probably gonna retreat into myself these few days....maybe i need time to reflect on what i have done...this is my fault for interfereing with the matter...and i deserve the hate...and most of all..i've caused trouble again to the one im closest to :(...
Well..im going for a temporary "vacation" inside myself...maybe i might come back better...or feeling worse...who knows.............