Wow had a good afternoon...headed down to Carehearts again to see my kids (that i miss a lot)...and their response was overwhelming as usual...if it wasn't for the fact that i was supposed to be a big strong kor kor..i would have broken down and cry...out of pure happiness of course...they were so happy that me and ted came and they were literally chattering away with us...this is why i love kids so much..they actually appreciate your presence...i was teaching them and laughing along with their silly answers...we were playing catching and everything..its was just happiness everywhere...and at the end of the day they keep asking you whether you're coming tmr and all...its just priceless...i'll throw away anything just so i can come back...but i know my commitment lies in other places as well..and i cannot be irresponsible.
Well but something else failed...i smsed my friend...and got no reply...so i guess its either he's not ready to talk..or he's completely not gonna talk anymore...i really hope its not the latter..i dunno what he thinks of me right now...but i know I've changed and really want a chance to prove it...but as usual...im still gonna wait...i was planning to exercise with some of them today..but since this happened...i guess its not gonna happen...so i'll just exercise myself later...I really hope it ends soon...the cold shoulder is killing me...
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